Wednesday, April 27, 2005
ok time for more update. i have received the nus letter.. so happy bt when i open it up.. i was shattered..cos its a rejection letter. telling me that im nt accpted. which mean tt watever tt i have guess previously was right.nw my hope on ntu.. bt i doubt i can make it. becos acc to deb when she went for nus interview they told her tt her result was slightly below the cut off pt.. deb is a smart student. if her result is slightly below cut off pt then my result will be far off frm the cut off pt.. :) haha.. anyway hope ntu cut off pt is lower so i can get in.
everyday at hm, i slp, eat, slp eat even lazy to on the computer to come online bt today i come online to book my driving lesson n i saw aud tag to ask me to update.. so i shall.. hehe.. i dunno if i have been wasting my time becos everyday i lead a lifeless life w/o accomplishing anything.. so many things i wan to do bt didnt.. i wan to go sch to do some running w eun bt i didnt, i wan to make a pillow for dion bt i didnt, i wan to cook macoroni bt i dint, i wan to go meet up shyne bt i didnt.. "tian ah!!!" how can a bum like me exist in this world.. i dunno y bt whenever i wan to go out of my hse, i think of need to change, need to think wat to wear, need to walk to mrt station, i change my mind.. haha.. can some1 tell me im nt the onli 1...?
anyway don go out also gd.. i wont spend money becos im broke. i spent most of my money on my driving le. i love learning driving becos its so fun.. bt huh i start to freak out when my instructor ask me to do some many things at
1 time.. eg. he ask me to turn right, change gear n stop right aft the turn. i cant process it fast.
maybe becos im a gal.
i know its wrong bt i myself sterotype gals too. i always have this thinking tt female driver r lousy becos they lack the technicaL knowledge in them unlike guys who played toys car, robots n explore mini machine guns n were on their own most of the time ever since young bt gals on the other hand, play dolls, masa-masa, stick to mum all the time. tt y.. leading to most female driver CMI.. hehe.. i will prove myself wrong by learning faster. haha.. anyway hope i can get a lisence soon! :)
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